http://allexandria.webs.com/

One that I should be able to easily keep up with. ;P

Anyway, here are my posts from my Scribblers blog (I could put from my FicFac blog, but I’m not sure if it has all the posts):

11.30.2008

_{Mood: Pretty Good
Listening to: Emergency (Paramore) by the Vitamin String Quartet (they are great, don’t think they’re bad just because it’s classical music XP)
Reading: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Summary: Opinion on Twilight, NaNoWriMo result, Other blog.}

First off, I saw Twilight…online. Er, don’t ask. Unless through PM. But…staff, if you think I shouldn’t mention this, feel free to let me know or delete or whatever. I’m not giving any links right here.
Anyways, I thought it was okay. Some aspects of it were pretty good, some were sort of bad, but it wasn’t horrible, probably because it’s Twilight. ;P Not saying I’m so obsessed with Twilight that I would love anything Twilight related, I’m saying that because it was Twilight, it was interesting. If taht makes sense. xP Um, anyways, the acting was iffy in some parts, while the minor characters were overall pretty great I’d say. Kristen has a monoface though XD And Rob didn’t do well on some of his lines. And I really hated how they didn’t do the airport scene before the ballet scene. But ah well. It’s hard to fit a five hundred page book in two hours, lol. But still. Special effects wise and acting wise it could have been better. The fast pace, well, I don’t think they could have been able to do anything about that. Unless they wanted to make it a looong movie. So, my overall opinion: 3/5 stars. I liked it…but didn’t. If that makes sense. xP Which it should from what I said above.

Update about NaNoWriMo…yeah, I phailed. DX And I hate myself for it. I *really* wanted to finish. I love writing, but my problem is I’m such a lazy ***. Ugh. And then were times I got stuck…meh. Next time, I’m choosing writing over going on some forum. Well, at least I got to 20,423 words, which matched the most I’ve ever written in one story, and definitely succeeded the most I’ve written in a month. So…I guess I can be sort of proud of myself. Lucky for me, I have some great scribblers who cheered me up.

Oh, and you guys should check out my other blog: http://sunsetsites.wordpress.com. It has the same stuff on here, except the updates are less frequent and therefore, less for you to read.
But don’t quit reading here if you do. Otherwise, they’ll be no point for me to write this. Haha.

Good night, everyone!

12.10.2008
[image]
Mood: Pretty Good
Listening to: Spinning by Jack’s Mannequin
Reading: Just Finished the Uglies – Now Moving onto the Pretties
Summary: N/A

Hm, nothing much to say at the moment.
Haha.
I’ll update tomorrow with something…less pointless. xP

Eh, nah, before I’ll go, I’ll say one thing.

The book, Uglies, by Scott Westerfeld, I think is a pretty interesting book, but the writing’s empty – it needs loads of emotion and description personally. I like it, and I’m buying the Pretties soon, but it could be better.

Good night!

12.12.2008

_{Mood: Sad, Tired, Okay
Listening to: N/A
Reading: The Pretties (soon)
Summary: N/A}

Today. Was. Utter. Crap.
I hate him.
Love him.
SO. MUCH.
Damn. It.
Why?
Seriously?
It’s so…
Ugh.
Don’t want to get into it.
*sigh*
I posted about it in the “say something you’ve want to say” thread though. If you really want to read more in detail.

Well, I do I have some good news…
I’ll be leaving the forum! XD No, I dunno…I’m just not gonna be as active for a little bit. :/ Won’t say why, because I don’t really know myself. I’m still gonna be on every day on the forums (not just this one), but not as active, I think.
Well, the real good news i guess is that about a minute after school ended, the fire alarm went off.
At first, I thought it was just the school screwing up.
But nope, somebody pulled it. 8D
I wonder who though…
So exciting, baha. xP
Then about three minutes later…
Some man in a bull horn with a voice I did not recognize said something about citing cars…and maybe something about the fire alarm? Bleh, I don’t know.

Anywho, have a good day!

I’m too lazy to format this entry and whatnot or explain what’s happened in the past month, but I felt like posting this rant (or whatever the opposite of ranting is, because rants are supposed to be bad XD):

I cried so much.
So. So. Much.
Over all this.
I can’t tell any of you because I know then it would truly be over.
But I had an epiphany today.
And God gave me hope.
So. So. Much.
Hope.
I’m blissful right now, knowing that there’s a chance…
Maybe 2009 be the year we live. <3
Thank you, God.

…

Okay, well, I’ll post all proper tomorrow. XD

01.08.2009

_{Mood: Pretty happy
Listening to: N/A
Reading: Peaches by Jodi Lynn Anderson
Summary: Oh, just read. XD}

Before I begin off with what happened today, and then summarize what happened in the last…month or so, here’s a link to my new website:
http://allexandria.webs.com/
Yesh. There. XP

Okay, now off to talk about today. Before I do that though, I want to mention that this part of this entry and the part where I talked about what happened previously is separated by a “~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~”

*Wait, never mind. After writing that part, I realize it corresponds with the present, so just…move along, hah*
Okay, well, today was pretty crazy, lmao. Gawd, I love my friends. XD

Eh, I have/had midterms this week and next week…which sucks, but I’ll deal with it. It’s not a big thing really…I mean, well it is, but not like a…a big problem or whatever I guess. XP

Anyway, for the first time ever, here’s a picture of me. XD

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That’s from about two years ago though, so I look a little older…I hope. XP Well, I know I’m taller at least, heh. And yes, I am 14. Not 11, kiddies.

I’m trying to work on getting my belly back. Seriously, when I came back from summer break, my stomach was rock hard. Now…it’s kinda soft. Meh, my dad says I should start riding my bike to school and that way I’d get it back…psh, like I’m even awake at 8 in the morning. Hm, I think I’ll start off with some crunches, pedaling on the bike in the house (is it called an indoor bike? haha, dunno.).

Hm, oh, and you may wonder…what’s going on with me from the last two blog entries…well, it’s kind of personal…even for those I talk to through PM. It’s just…complicated. Yeah, let’s leave it at that that. XP
But don’t worry, Alexandria’s back to being her usual, hyper self, hah. Everything’s going good.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Okay, now what’s happened in the past month…

Well, I had writer’s block for about a month. Not good. But I’m getting much better now. My love for Grey Area is coming back <3 Before…I dunno, it just seemed so…bleh, but it’s coming back, for all my stories. :]

Christmas…was wonderful. I spent time with my family and a few friends and it was really great. I don’t know if I’ve told anyone this here…but my parents fight constantly. They do love each other…they just love to kill each other as well, haha. No, they really do love each other…they just fight more than your average family. Anyway, Christmas was especially great for the related reason being that they didn’t fight at all, which I of course loved. :]
Anyway, I’m glad I’m fortunate enough to have a loving family, great friends, a great education, a roof over my head, etc., and to be able to live. Really, it terrifies me to see all those St. Jude Children’s Research Hospital commercials and back when I saw the Stand Up To Cancer special…really. We’re very lucky to not be like them, and to those who are, I wish you the best. I can’t tell you how much I really do. <3

Anyway, well, I got quite a few presents this Christmas. Not exactly as much as last year, but still, a pretty good amount, heh. Mostly clothing, Sims 2 Seasons, an mp3 player, speakers, Victoria’s Secret Body spray and lotion…that kidn of thing. I got my parents some cologne, perfume, a DVD (or slideshow of a bunch of pictures from over the years), a sweater, a robe, some comfy shoes, and a card. (lmao, all the stuff’s not for the both of them though. The robe for example was for my mom).

Oh, I finished the Uglies trilogy. I loved it. The writing’s kinda empty, and it’s a light read, but I still found it really interesting.
Also, you’ll never believe this guys.
I can’t read Twilight anymore.
Lmao. Just can’t get into it. :/ *Sigh* well, no big deal. It’s not as if I hate the series or anything…just not that much into it anymore.
Which reminds me, I’ve dumped Edward Duplicate. I’ve wanted to for a long time, feeling kind of childish and obsessive (lmao) of making him up. So, yeah. Obsession gone. Doesn’t mean that I can’t make up my own perfect man though. XD

Ah, I’m sure I’ll think of something I forgot to say, but until then, bye.

1.12.2009

_{Mood: Happy
Listening to: CrushCrushCrush by Paramore
Reading: Peaches by Jodi Lynn Anderson
Summary: Santa Ana winds = warm weather = ♥, crazy friends, good math score.}

I admit, the icon in this post makes no sense at all, seeing how as I live in Southern California…

Which reminds me. The Santa Ana winds are here, or however I should say it. For those who don’t know, Santa Ana winds = hot weather.

x]
It’s 84 degrees. Love it. XD I admit, any higher than that, and I hate it, and really, I much prefer like 70 degrees…but still. I like it. I’m wearing shorts and a tank top right now actually. In the middle of winter. Haha, oh yes. XP It’s especially nice because we didn’t have to run the mile in PE, lmao. I mean, it’s not that i hate exercising…it’s just certain forms of it I despise. Like running. Admittingly, the feeling you get after you run is fantastic, but during…

Haha, well, yes.

And I’m so happy; we had a hard math test last Friday, and I was one of the five or something in my class who passed XD I got an 80. Most everyone got below 50…haha. But still, I’m happy. Good test scores make me happy. My grade not lowering makes me happy (it’s the end of the semester, so the test didn’t really affect it, I don’t think).

Bye! XP

BTW, my friends are crazy. o_o And so am I. Gosh. XD

…

So, summary: everything’s going fine. XD

I got a blog on Scribblers Abode so I’ve been updating that mainly…and I’ve been meaning to get a blog on Fictional Faction…

Well, I’ll just copy and paste what happened last month from my Scribblers Blog.
BUT FIRST…

I just want to let you know that my final word count for NaNoWriMo.org, was 20,423 words. Grey Area is far from complete and I really hate that I failed, but I’ll get to 50,000 words either in JulyWriMo or next NaNoWriMo.

Yes, I’m very mad at myself. D’;

But I’ll deal.

Other than that, everything’s pretty good. Normal.

Now for the pasted blog entries, some of which are fairly interesting I suppose (each one separated by ~~~~~):

11.1.2008

_{Mood: Anxious
Listening to: N/A
Reading: I’m hoping to read the Uglies soon. >.<
Summary: poetry and icons shared. Grey Area update.}

I don’t think most of you know I make icons, poems, and stories…but then again, 99.99999% of you aren’t reading this XD
Here are two of my poems:
Toffees
Reflective by glow of
Chandelier dim.
Crimson and pink,
Clear crystals without whim.
Dancing on edges,
The gems, how they play.
Batted, long, and curled,
Over the top, they lay.
Olive centers,
Gold coverings and coffee,
More jewels without urge,
And a large box of toffees.

…

I know Better

You spread the rumors and the lies,
From the beer to the hurt lives,
Later acting like I saved your life,
But I know better.
You pretend you’re
Innocent and pure,
That your heart’s soft
And that you care when someone is sick and cough,
But I know better.
You utter every single untruth
That your mind comes up with.
You call it justice
And you say that deep down, it’s the bitter truth,
But I know better.
You give those fake grins,
Pretending like it’s a win-win,
Saying we’re the best of friends
‘till the end,
But I know better. You call me all the time saying
I’m the one paying,
And later saying,
We’re friends,
But I know better.
No matter what you say or do,
I know what’s true
Because I know better.

…

For more, go here. I appreciate any and all comments. :]

As for my icons, here are two of mine:

Go for more. I like comments.

…

As for stories, I’m currently working on Grey Area. It’s my novel for NaNoWriMo.
Links:
profile – add me
website – will be updated at least weekly
thread – updated frequently
Speaking of Grey Area, my total word count is: 0. Frick, I need to start writing. I couldn’t last night ’cause I was uninspired from the junk and candy I ate, I couldn’t this morning because I was sleeping, eating breakfast, or jogging, and I couldn’t earlier this afternoon because I was lazy.
And I can’t now because I’m going biking for a half hour.
I’m gonna be writing all day as soon as I get home, provided I don’t reach a hateful part. xP

I’m gonna go now…bye. XD

~~~~~
11.02.2008

_{Mood: Excited
Listening to: Are You Ready by Three Days Grace
Reading: I’ll be reading the Uglies soon >:D
Summary: icons by alexandria, progress on grey area, random}

In case you’re wondering, the icons at the beginning of each post are all by me. xP You can use them…although I doubt you want to. For more, just click “icons” in my siggy or scroll up to my last post in this blog.

Anyways, I made improvement on Grey Area. I now have 1,740 words. XP I’ll get to 5,000 by the end of the day…wait, it’s 3:18 and I didn’t start my homework so…I’m doomed XP Nah, I’ll still try….

XP

Here’s a snippet from what I wrote today:

“Relax, idiot, the pill is completely natural. It’s not going to hurt you. If it would, the government would never allow it. Just ask anyone here.”
I huffed and shut my eyes tightly, crossing my arms across my chest.
Yeah right, I think. But it doesn’t matter anyway. I’m never going to get to that point. I was confident about that. Never in my seventeen years of breathing or my five years of doing anything and everything I wanted did I ever get to that point, and I wasn’t about to. But then again, never in those years did I ever get caught and captured by the government…
“Hm, well as I was saying, after that, you go back to your room with nothing to do but stare at the walls or read the newspaper. Enjoy what you get because you’re never getting out of here, Dryer,” he says angrily and self-assuredly.
Sure, I think. Of course I’m going to stay here forever. That was when he turned around to open the door.
A smile curled upon my lips and I sprang.

blechhh, trust me on this, it gets sooo much better after the flashback (that’s part of the flashback btw). And a man named Ethan Gates, my lover XD will make an appearance.
Dang it, [] will [] [] [] that. Each [] stands for a word or name btw. I can’t tell you what they stand for until I get to that part in the story XD

You’ll like, I hope. XP

‘afternoon 8′DD
bdkljsf
later.
doodes.
hyper and writing, so bye!

XD<

~~~~~
11.03.2008

_{Mood: Very bad
Listening to: Nothing, though I should
Reading: Nothing
Summary: Bleehhch}

I don’t wanna sound whiny but I’m in a very bad and depressed mood. Bleehhch. I’m not even gonna get into it.
Haven’t written a word today. Because of my mood. And homework. I should though.
Blech. I think I’ll go take a nap.

~~~~~

11.05.2008

_{Mood: Okay, Tired
Listening to: Happy Together by Simple Plan
Reading: Still awaiting the Uglies >_>
Summary: going to read the Uglies, happy about Obama winning the election, surprise about enjoyment of politics and being opinionated, new icons by me, yes on prop 8 won, other california propositions, being tired.}
I’m still awaiting the Uglies series. >_> I can’t believe I still haven’t read it yet…Oh well. XD I’m going to go to B&N this weekend though so I’ll read it/probably buy it there. I’m gonna go there by bike, which’ll be good for me. XP

Ah, can you believe I can’t write. As in, cannot. I’m going to write nonstop this weekend though so I’ll make up all the days I’m missing. xP

And go Obama! I’m so glad he won. I remember McCain said something like “I’ll be the next George Bush” or something like that. Well, it was that, just not in those exact words, but definitely direct enough where he wasn’t just implying it. xP Plus, I like Obama. He wants to give tax deductions to the middle class, and actually create change. Bush…yeah, he’s stupid. xP It’s because of him and his father that no nation in the world looks up to us and the inflation and the prices and everything are so bad. With Obama, I’d be happy. xP To me, McCain…well, I don’t hate him, but he seems too much like a Bush to me. I dunno. I’m not the most informed person, but that’s what my parents said anyway, and they’re pretty informed I’d say (well, they don’t tell me everything about ‘em, mostly ’cause I don’t ask. XP).

Also, I find it surprising to say that I actually like politics. I always thought I hated it, but now I realize I love it. XD I’m a very opinionated person so that’s why.

Hm, I made new icons. Woah. XP All the images are from DeviantART.com. Love that site. I remember an our after we found out that Obama won, there were already pictures of Obama saying he won and whatnot, but that’s not why I love the site. XP It just reminded me of that. Oh, and Wiki updates fast, by the way. You can find Obama’s wiki page and see that he’s president. xP

As some of you may know, I live in California (go warm weather XP but then again, I like how it is now. Kinda cold but not shivering though it is for some. I find that I can handle the cold better). As some of you may know, people voted on Prop 8 here which was on banning gay marriage. Bleh. For the record, I am straight, but I just don’t see how discriminating others because of the fact they’re attracted to the same sex is fair. It isn’t. At all. It’s the same with racism. Who cares if they’re black, white, etc.? They’re still human and they can still have redeeming qualities and a great personality. Same thing with gay people. Honestly…
Well, at least prop five and two were passed. x] Prop 2 was about stuff like not enough space for chickens on farm, etc. (as in abuse XP). I forgot what prop 5 was but I know that what I wanted when I knew what it was won. xP I dunno about the others, but I’ll find out eventually.

On another note, I’m tired. xP And it’s only 5:36…eh.

Later ‘gater! XD

~~~~~

11.05.2008

_{Mood: Okay, Tired
Listening to: Happy Together by Simple Plan
Reading: Still awaiting the Uglies >_>
Summary: going to read the Uglies, happy about Obama winning the election, surprise about enjoyment of politics and being opinionated, new icons by me, yes on prop 8 won, other california propositions, being tired.}

I’m still awaiting the Uglies series. >_> I can’t believe I still haven’t read it yet…Oh well. XD I’m going to go to B&N this weekend though so I’ll read it/probably buy it there. I’m gonna go there by bike, which’ll be good for me. XP

Ah, can you believe I can’t write. As in, cannot. I’m going to write nonstop this weekend though so I’ll make up all the days I’m missing. xP

And go Obama! I’m so glad he won. I remember McCain said something like “I’ll be the next George Bush” or something like that. Well, it was that, just not in those exact words, but definitely direct enough where he wasn’t just implying it. xP Plus, I like Obama. He wants to give tax deductions to the middle class, and actually create change. Bush…yeah, he’s stupid. xP It’s because of him and his father that no nation in the world looks up to us and the inflation and the prices and everything are so bad. With Obama, I’d be happy. xP To me, McCain…well, I don’t hate him, but he seems too much like a Bush to me. I dunno. I’m not the most informed person, but that’s what my parents said anyway, and they’re pretty informed I’d say (well, they don’t tell me everything about ‘em, mostly ’cause I don’t ask. XP).

Also, I find it surprising to say that I actually like politics. I always thought I hated it, but now I realize I love it. XD I’m a very opinionated person so that’s why.

Hm, I made new icons. Woah. XP All the images are from DeviantART.com. Love that site. I remember an our after we found out that Obama won, there were already pictures of Obama saying he won and whatnot, but that’s not why I love the site. XP It just reminded me of that. Oh, and Wiki updates fast, by the way. You can find Obama’s wiki page and see that he’s president. xP

As some of you may know, I live in California (go warm weather XP but then again, I like how it is now. Kinda cold but not shivering though it is for some. I find that I can handle the cold better). As some of you may know, people voted on Prop 8 here which was on banning gay marriage. Bleh. For the record, I am straight, but I just don’t see how discriminating others because of the fact they’re attracted to the same sex is fair. It isn’t. At all. It’s the same with racism. Who cares if they’re black, white, etc.? They’re still human and they can still have redeeming qualities and a great personality. Same thing with gay people. Honestly…
Well, at least prop five and two were passed. x] Prop 2 was about stuff like not enough space for chickens on farm, etc. (as in abuse XP). I forgot what prop 5 was but I know that what I wanted when I knew what it was won. xP I dunno about the others, but I’ll find out eventually.

On another note, I’m tired. xP And it’s only 5:36…eh.

Later ‘gater! XD

~~~~~

11.09.2008

_{Mood: Anxious, Happy
Listening to: Supermassive Black Hole by Muse
Reading: Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli (Got from the library and I forgot to go get the Uglies XP)
Summary: math test, found mp3 player and added songs, behind on nanowrimo, poem, nothing much going on.}

Not much to say I suppose. Besides that I got a low B on my math test. Bleh. I’m supposed to be smart in math. Even my teacher said that. He mentioned it to the whole class (“Anyone cruise this class like other classes? *pause* Alexandria? She gets A’s on her exams” XP). And yet…bleh. And most people got A’s so now I feel stupid. XP Well, not stupid, but…I dunno.

Well, I found my mp3 player. XD See, I had gotten it for my birthday two years ago and only put like twenty songs on it…I found it two days ago haha. I now have 223 songs on it. (what’s with all the two’s? XD). haha. More to come.

Nano’s…slow. I’m way behind. I’m gonna try to catch up this week, but we’ll see. Blehh.

I’ve been working on a poem for the past two days, but procrastinating and not really finding the right words. XP Oh well. I’ll keep trying haha.

Umm…well…other then hanging out with friends, going on Scribblers, and whatnot, there’s nothing else really worth mentioning I suppose…

Well bye! XD
~~~~~
11.11.2008

_{Mood: Beyond Furious
Listening to: Collide by Skillet and the talking of my mommy to her friend XP
Reading: Same as last entry
Summary: furious, lost half of college fund due to the new depression, hating bush, bright side – writing more words.}

Okay, I am BEYOND furious right now…well, I was furious about it before, but my mom’s talking about this to a friend so the anger’s been resurfaced. ;P

You know how a while ago there was a stock market crash…and millions of jobs were lost…and now America’s in a depression which might even be worse than the last one…well…
I’ve lost freaking half of my college fund.
HALF.
I now have around freaking $10,000 in my college fund.
FREAKING TEN THOUSAND.
How the [censored] am I going to college now? I’m freaking fourteen. I don’t think my parents can get enough money by the time it’s time I go off to college. And even with my 4.0 GPA, I don’t think I can necessarily get a scholarship.
So now that brings me to…
Publishing.
Blah, I’m starting now SERIOUSLY consider getting published sooner…I mean, I’ve always wanted to publish my writings, because I absolutely love writing (as in that’s the only thing I’m sure of for when I grow up XP) but I just thought “someday…when I’m older and a better writer”…now I’m hoping that’ll be much sooner so I can actually afford college XP
In case you’re wondering by the way what I want to be…well, I obviously want to be an author XP, and I’m also deciding between being a lawyer(because I can make a good argument and can catch things others don’t usually see right away), a politician(because I want so bad to change this messed up world), or a teacher(because when I was little, I remember playing teacher and loved it XD). So yeah. And for those jobs, I think I’d need to go to college. ;P
Which brings me to another point…
I hate Bush!!
He messed up our economy and because of him, we now owe billions in debt. Which is a problem since Obama (I’m so glad he won by the way! ) can’t necessarily create change if America doesn’t have money. And he definitely couldn’t make the taxes go higher for the middle class…Well, he could, but then more would loose their homes, etc.
Blehh. D:<

On the bright side, I’m writing more words for NaNo! XD

~~~~~

11.12.2008

_{Mood: Happy, Little Hyper, Anxious
Listening to: Nothing at the moment, but I feel like listening to something I can dance to, haha.
Reading: Same as last entry.
Summary: interesting blog survey thing, OCD, loosing a best friend, NaNoWriMo status still not so well, straight A’s in school}

Here’s one of those blog things…yerpers. XP

…

_{Name: Alexandria
Gender: Female}

_{1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
Get in, and then start the water}

_{2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Yes xD}

_{7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
Maybe >_>}

_{9.) How old do you look?
I’m 14, but I’m pretty sure I look like…12 or something. Maybe 13.}

_{10.) What’s the last song you heard/sang?
Addicted by Simple Plan}

_{11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Sort of. NaNoWriMo back in October}

_{12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
Writing, biking, chatting, the usual}

_{13.) What is your mood at the moment?
a little hyper, pretty happy}

_{14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
…no}

_{15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
Never}

_{17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Maybe <.<}

_{18.) Has anyone ever called you a slut?
Yes, but only as a joke. I’m not exactly what you’d call a slut >.> I’m more of a conservative, introverted person}

_{19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
Yes. Pssh, why would I pay those high taxes XD (…just kidding)}

_{21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Kind of}

_{25.) Do you have more enemies or more friends?
I don’t think so}

_{26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
Yesh xD}

_{27.) Can you fix your own car?
Even if I had a car, I know I couldn’t, hehe}

_{28). Do you like staying up late?
Yess x]}

_{29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
Mmm…I’m on about the same level. We’re all at least kind of smart}

_{30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
No}

_{31.) Have you ever been to jail?
Er, no}

_{33) Do you like the smell of beer?
No. I hate alcohol. A lot}

_{34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
Yes xD}

_{35.) Have you ever given to charity?
Yes x]}

_{36) Would you ever kill a dog for $1000?
Er, no!}

_{37.) Do you ever get depressed?
Yes}

_{38). Do you live with your parents?
Yes}

_{39.) Do you have plans for your future?
Yes}

_{Two Names You Go By:
Alexandria and Alex}

_{Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Mini dress and dark blue jean shorts}

_{Two favorite animals?
Dog and ocelot}

_{Two Reasons you’re doing this survey:
I’m bored and I can}

_{Spell your name without vowels:
Lxndr. Blaha XD}

_{How many pairs of jeans do you own?
Around 5 I think, hehe ♥}

_{What color(s) do you wear most often?
Probably blue. I would wear lots of red as well, but for some reason, I don’t have much red in my closet >_>}

_{Last song heard on the radio?
I don’t listen to the radio}

_{What’s for dinner tonight?
A foreign meal I don’t know the name of. Or where it’s from for that matter, hehe. It’s like meatballs wrapped in cabbage with sausage and potatoes on the side. ;P}

<sub>Are you happy with your life right now?
Mm…I think so. It could be way better, but as always, I’m a positive freak so I’ll settle, ha.

Do you shop at stores like Aeropostale and American Eagle?
Sometimes</sub>

_{How do you make money?
I don’t. My parents give me money and sometimes my relatives}

_{Last thing you bought?
I don’t remember. I think maybe a cookie at school, haha}

_{How’s the weather?
Cool}

_{Favorite pair of shoes?
My black converse}

<sub>Do you own big sunglasses?
No. I’m just not a sunglasses person, haha.

What should you be doing right now?
Writing my NaNo story, Grey Area</sub>

<sub>Who did you hug today?
Two of my best friends

How many beds have you laid on today?
>.> Er, one</sub>

<sub>Name one thing that you do everyday?
Go on my laptop xD

What’s the color of your bedroom walls?
Creamy white</sub>

_{What’s your favorite sport?:
Volleyball or soccer}

_{Look to your left, what do you see?
Lamp on an end table}

_{Do you have plants in your room?
Yes}

_{What’s your favorite Starbucks drink?
Any frap. Yum x] But loaded with stuff to make me fat D:}

_{Recent time you were really upset?
At lunch. I have a best friend who I’m realizing, is turning into an annoying, attention-seeking, snob}

_{Last phone call?
Yesterday with my dad. He was at work and wanted to remind my mom to pack him something in particular for lunch (forgot what) since he gets home from work at 2am}

…

Yeah, which brings me to the fact that I am apparently a little bit OCD. At the ends of some of the questions was a “:” and I had to delete them. XD

Anyways, eh, I have a best friend at school who’s really bugging me. We used to be really close and occasionally she’d bug the hell out of me, but now…now I realize she’s turning into a self-centered, attention-seeking snob. Blech. Third friend I’ve had like that. *sigh* At least I have other friends and best friends…but still. She’s the only person besides you Scribblers I’m willing to share my writings with…well, I have two other friends I kinda share them with, but I don’t really talk to them as much anymore. We aren’t really in many classes anymore and one of them moved and I dunno…eh.

NaNo’s going…terribly. Still behind. -_- Blehh. I WILL get caught up by the end of the month though. XP XD
Here’s a random excerpt from the less-than-good-or-interesting-beginning:

In a matter of seconds, I hear a blaring siren ring throughout the halls. I take my chance and shoot the warden, irritated that things were backfiring on me. Sticky, crimson blood seeps from his neck and he lets out a piercing shriek. I let him fall hard to the floor. Still holding the weapon straight out in front of me with bent knees, I scramble quickly towards the two men’s weapons, but the tanned man notices and steals one before I could get to it. I’m on my knees, still reaching for the other one when he holds it towards me neck and grasps my arms down fervently, making me drop the weapon I had already had in my hand. “Not a chance,” he whispers into my ear.
Damn.
I freeze. This is it. I loose. I was going to stay here for a while. A feeling of uneasiness shot through my stomach and my eyes bulged. This isn’t happening, I tell myself. It couldn’t.

School’s going great though. I have straight A’s, and all A+’s except in math and english.

Bye!

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11.16.2008

Mood: Pretty Good
Listening to: N/A
Reading: N/A
Summary: finished, the notebook, wishlist, laptop nearly dying, sims 2 not working, finish homework

So I finished Stargirl. It was pretty good. I dunno why I got it, well, I kind of do because a librarian recommended it but still. XP

I’ve made progress on Grey Area, so that’s good. Still not caught up though. DX I wasted Saturday away. Blehh.

Um, I’m watching The Notebook now. Sad, beautiful XD I love it.

Since Christmas is coming up (XD), here’s my wishlist :

-tablet
-cell phone (darn you father who thinks it’s worthless for a 14-year-old to have XP)
-new mp3 player or ipod. mine’s full x]
-glow in the dark, roll up keyboard XD
-Sims 2 Seasons (mm, not as important really_
-4GB RAM (why just buy 2GB when I have 1? I’ll end up needing more so I’d rather just get the 4GB now thank you very much XD)
-books, money, clothes, shoes, etc.

Whoop. I’m greedy XD

Ah, I just remembered something I wanted to talk about. My laptop almost died today. See, apparently it ran out of battery ’cause it wasn’t properly plugged so me, being a spaz, started panicking when it turned off by itself and wouldn’t turn back on no matter how hard I tried. XP My dad fixed it though in like twenty seconds lol. So it’s all good now. x]

I discovered something the other day. If you have Windows, go to start > control panel > programs > windows sidebar properties. It’s love I tell you XD I can now listen to YouTube vids and watch them on my desktop without having to load Mozilla Firefox. I can also see the weather there and I have a to-do list.

I have sad news. XP My Sims 2 hasn’t been working for a month. lol. I’m waiting for my dad to find some reasonably priced 4BG of RAM (he’s been searching for a few days now lol. With the stockmarket crash and stuff, some shops are closing so some of the reasonably priced places are out XP). He doesn’t know I download custom content on *my* laptop. It’s because if he’d find out, he’d scold me and remind about how on my old laptop, my computer died because of it. XP i downloaded from the sims2.com back then. o.o meh, well, the majority of my present downloads are from my old laptop, i just backed them up on a disc and placed them on here. Now, I await the day I can play again XP
(btw, if something seems out of place in what I just did, it’s because I just left like a half hour to watch The Notebook and came back during commercial break XD)

Meh, now I need to finish my english and science papers. Bye-bye. XD

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11.16.2008

Mood: Tired, Unhappy
Listening to: Hysteria by Muse
Reading: N/A
Summary: N/A

I feel crappy. Bleh. I dunno if it’s because of a certain natural disaster making the air bad, therefore making me feel like this, or I’m really sick…I think it’s the first one. Bleh.
G’night. Must go finish homework. >.> <

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11.21.2008

_{Mood: Okay, Happy
Listening to: N/A
Reading: o.o Um, I think I will go librarying tomorrow…yeah, I probably should, since it’s the same as the last entry and the one before that…never mind that librarying isn’t a word.
Summary: Twilight, NaNoWriMo status not good, sent badges and sending more to Scribblers members, was sick this week, laptop fixed and now getting a new desktop for Christmas, awesome friends, volleyball switcheroo in playing ability between a friend and I, short nails, A on math prequiz which most got considerably lower on.
As always, reading the full entry will give you a better understanding. The summary just sort of tells you whether or not you want to read. BTW, the list above is in order of paragraphs separated by lines below.}

Twilight came out today. But I didn’t see it. XP I’m gonna go see it next week with a couple of friends. Hm, well from what I’ve heard here, it’s famazing, but from the clips I’ve seen and the reviews I’ve read, it’s bad to okay. So I dunno, I think it’ll probably be okay, but…
I dunno. I’ve seen some clips that make me think it’s amazing and some that make think it’s bad. So I guess I just won’t know until I see it.

Gah, I am SO behind on NaNo. Not even gonna say my word count. It’s too embarressing. But I will catch up to at least twenty five thousand by this Sunday…maybe, depending on how quickly I get done with the crapload of homework my science teacher assigned -_- If you read this Science Teacher, know that you are nice, but you were very mean this weekend XD

Anywho, I sent bundles of badges to 6 people yesterday and today. I’m gonna send a few more tomorrow since the limit per day is 10 and I think that’ll be it…

Never mind that I’m doing terrible transitions between topics (XD), but um, I was sick this week. Blew my nose a ton and had a sore throat and coughed a little. I’m much better now and only waste about five tissues a day and cough about five times a day, but still.

Speaking of illnesses, my laptop was sick this week (XP). It kept heating up and turning off by itself so I didn’t write for a few days, not being able to. So my dad took my laptop into the shop on Tuesday or something and now it’s all fixed. <3 Even better news is that I”m getting a new desktop XDD And the tradition lives! See, two years ago I got a new laptop to replace my old one (it was one from like 2000 or something so it was worth replacing). Then I got a new one last year. And both happened around October. Now, it continues except I’m probably not getting a new one next year and I’m getting my desktop probably for Christmas since it takes a while to sell a laptop (i’m selling this one, yes) and last times, I just got them around October like I said. I’m happy

Ah there were other things I wanted to say too but my mind’s a bit jumbled. Um, my friends are awesome…? Haha, they seriously are the crazies people..No wait, that’s a lie. I’m the crazy one. They’re still crazy but not as crazy as me and we all accept that XD Take this for example: a few weeks ago, two of my best friends and I went to a park near our school and videotaped each other. In one vid, me and one of the best friends, Viv, and I were chasing each other and I watched it the other day pausing it (on my awesome kodak digital camera_ and let me tell you, I was laughing like every two seconds XD It was the most hilarious thing ever! All the expressions, awkward positions, things the wind did to make it even funnier…lmao. I promised to bring my camera to school yesterday and today to show them but I kept forgetting. -_-

Another random thing is that in PE, our unit is volleyball, and let me tell ya, usually, I rock at it, but yesterday I was soo bad XD I was just as bad as one of my other best friends, Kate. Don’t get me wrong, she’s an awesome friend but she’s just not good at volleyball XD (i don’t mean this in a bad way btw, we joked about it and she’s the type of person not to be offended by that, as long as we’re not really insulting her) and yesterday, it was kind of switched a little bit because yesterday, I wasn’t really good and she was better. lol.

You know what sucks? That because you play the violin, it automatically means you ahve to have short nails. -_- lol, I’ve had LONG (trust me, long) nails for years and the fact that I have to cut them is just sad lol. Never mind that I’ve been playing for five years. XPP

I got an A on my math prequiz! Whoot! That’s a good thing considering most got considerably lower, heh.

Well, I don’t want to overwhelm you so bye! XD Feel free to click the chocolate bar to comment! I don’t mind! Not matter who you are! (unless I don’t know you…like at all. o.o)

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11.23.2008

_{Mood: Depressed, Anxious
Listening to: You Found Me by Fray
Reading: >.> tomorrow
Summary: Fayne’s death}

I can’t believe she’s dead…
When I first saw the thread title, I thought it was like a prank…or something…
but then…
It still hasn’t sunk in.
The thought that someone so young, so sweet, so talented, is gone. Forever.
I’m really gonna miss you Fayne, as will many others.
I prayed for her and her family. Gosh, it’s just…
Unbelievable and terrible. That’s the best way to describe it I guess.
I thought about her a lot today and it well, made me sad of course. I remember thinking how I wished that if she had to be in that car accident, that she could have just gotten into some sort of short-term coma…and then be alright. And happy. And alive.
But she’s not. But I wish she was.
Granted, Fayne and I weren’t really close friends, but we kind of were. I remember that she was always funny and excited and just plain…cool. She was awesome, and still is. I cried some yesterday. I wish she didn’t die.
We’ll miss you, Fayne. You’ll remain in our hearts forever. </3

As a tribute to Fayne, here’s a quiz that I took from her blog…

Stupid things
How many have you done?

(fyi to whoever reads this, not all of these are stupid)

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Internet friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 13

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 21

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 23

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 24

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 28

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 32

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 37

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 39

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 43

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 46

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed “Penis” or “Vagina”
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 48

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 49

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 52

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x when i was little i’m not a very scared person ;P) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 56

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 57

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 60

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 62

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x -_-) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x >.> once lol) Cheated On A Test
(xxx i can never remember people’s names the first time…and i have photographic memory) Forgotten Someone’s Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 66

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x shut up) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 70

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
( ) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 72

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 72/108

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BYE!

My profile.

Feel free to add me, as long as I know who you are, haha. Otherwise, I’ll just be like “o.o”. XD

Before anyone asks about my novel, yes, I am writing Grey Area. I’m scrapping the first draft [I went on a long hiatus actually so I only got a few chapters done anyway) and starting over on the first of November. I hope I can get to the 50,000 word mark.

On...another note, I have some of the strangest teachers. My math teacher for example has OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and one of the things about him that's...not normal XD is that he never wears the same shirt twice. Ever. Like last week for example, he worse the same shirt, but in different colors all week. I think I heard he sells them back or something...IDK about the details, but he did admit that he never wears the same shirt twice.

Also, this is what happened today in math:

im: Ok, well, I'm going to give you guys a break. If anyone asks me a question or gets out of their seat, the break is over. *leaves classroom and everyone commences talking*
Him: *comes back in a few minutes*
Everyone but Kelsey [a girl who deliberately acts stupid lol xP]: No! Dont’ say anything Kelsey! Be quiet!
*people laughing*
My teacher: *throws a mechanical pencil on the floor about a foot in front of her* Here Kelsey. Look, it’s a mechanical pencil. Don’t you want the nice mechanical pencil?

*laughing is commenced*

Kelsey: *tries to reach it with her feet and gets it*

Him: *grins* You got out of your seat! [really it was only like half a but cheek or something XP]

Kelsey: No, I’m still in my seat. *smiling*

Him: *narrows eyes, still smiling and throws a eraser on the ground a few feet away* Come on, Kelsey, go get the nice eraser. It’s a pretty eraser.

That’s when she almost got out of her seat trying to get the eraser.

Then after a minute or so, he went back to the lesson. >_> baha.

I could get into detail about what happened previously since the last blog entry, but that would bore you, so I’ll save that for my head. xP XD

Arg. I. Want. To. Kill. My. Computer.

I must need more RAM becuase apparently, I downloaded too many items so by game has resorted to crashing.

LJSLJDFJLKAS

Meh. That means it’s going to be a while before anything’s out D:

sljdfklsd.

On the bright side, I got an A on my math test, which most people failed! XD

*sigh* Nothing new really, aside from boredom, but then again, that’s nothing new ;P

Umm, well, I’ve been sick for about a week. Meh. Stupid flue season xP

Uh…

Bye. XD